Senin, 30 November 2009

picture



via icanraead

little girl playlist

lionel richie- all night long
pussy cat dolls-stick with you
fergie- big girl dont cry
secondhand serenade- vulnerable
beyonce- crazy in love
michael jackson- is it scary
HSM cast- we all in here together
troy and gabriela- breaking free
good charlotte- we believe
simple plan - welcome to my world
linkin park - numb
lion king ost -akunamatata
rihanna - unfaithful
and many more but i forget it hehe
xoxox

Jumat, 27 November 2009

just a link

mj 1
mj 2
mj 3
mj 4
mj 5
mj 6
mj 7
enjoooooooooooooooooooooy
and happy idul adha!!!

Selasa, 24 November 2009

lyric

Leona Lewis
Happy

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything

Don't you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
'cause love won't set you free

I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
just can't let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they're the same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here

I can't stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So any turns that I cant see
I'll count a stranger on this road
But dont say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy
enjoy
xoxo

old film save me!!!



please put that 3 tv show on the tv again!i miss it like hell!!
love all of them so much!specially lizzie mcguire!
hehe and unfabulous!

Senin, 23 November 2009

$h!t

what ever the shit is
nothing can breaks me down
i will still be here and not dead
i will get what i want and what i deserve to have
no one will ever stop me!
im doing it for me!not anybody else!
so bring up the shit!
i will still be here anyway!

up,down,top,bottom

up down top bottom
yes you know it!
i've been in the top for not too long
i've been there once in a time but not all the time
bottom?
i've been there so many time
is that a good thing?
i think so...
cause when im at the top well???
things get so well im lost it
when im at the bottom
thing get up,and down and up and down again and again!
by feel that i learn thing!
same when you're at the top, but what you learning is much better when you're at the bottom
you will know how to be at the top and know how to keep it at the top,and and you will know how it feels when you're at the bottom so
you learn a lot and being at the top is good but you know you have to face it when you're in the bottom.
how do you get to the top?
by learning when you're in the bottom
get it?
you have to be at the bottom to get up!
you can not be just at the top!
which one is more painful?
when you're at the top and drop dead go to bottom?
or you're at the bottom slowly going to the up way?:)
hehe make sense?
naaaaaaaaaaaaah
but this is my story...
i try hard to go up
i did go up or higher from where i came from
that's up?yes
then i drop dead go to bottom again
not because i can't keep it
it just that i think being at the bottom feel better
everything look different!
when you're at the top thing look good but you can not look them closely
well bottom?
thing looks so close and different!
hehehe
this thing make no more sense huh?
well sorry!
hehe i just want to say this last word
"im at the bottom and yes i've to the top too but life its more easier when im at the bottom nothing to fake about and lie about "
(i mean look at those mentri?lying about things and faking stuff up what an asshole)
P.S i have no rule in,on,at wtf?im not good at it hehe

Rabu, 18 November 2009

december wish list


falling in love with other guy :) i've been in love with the same guy over the past 6 month
so looking forward to see another good guy to be in love with!hehe

have a great new year party!

got an A+ on every test!!!


Good Charlotte Say Anything

Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silence is on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now) all I feel (all I feel)
is the pain of the fighting starting up again

All the things you talk about you know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about they'll bring us through it every time
after time, after time

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through

So here we are again
Same old arguement
Now I'm wondering if things'll ever change you
When will you laugh again, laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise til 3:00 A.M.
When the neighbors would complain

All the things you talk about you know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about will bring us through it every time,
after time, after time

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

I'm fallin, I'm fallin, I'm fallin down
I'm fallin, I'm fallin, I'm fallin down
Down...down...down

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

(Please don't leave)
Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
(Please don't leave)
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

Good Charlotte deep lyric

Good Charlotte

In This World

In This World (Murder) lyrics
"In this world all our sins are simple,
we choose death over innocent life.
And in this world it's not our money that's evil
it's the ones who choose it over life.

And in my heart I can not believe in this murder
and I will not be fed by the lies.
Our life that is created just to be murdered.
It's murder.

No matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry.
They can't...
Buy their way into heaven.
No matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder.
They won't reach up into heaven.

And they can't see, the innocent lives...
The pointless suffering.
And in my heart I wanna undo all this murder
and give back the innocent life,
open cages and stop their luxirous murder.
It's murder.

No matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry.
They can't...
Buy their way into heaven.
No matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder.
They won't reach up into heaven.

Oh innocent lives...
Innocent oh...
What have we done?

No matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry.
They can't...
Buy their way into heaven.
No matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder.
They won't reach up into heaven.

No matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry.
They can't...
Buy their way into heaven.
No matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder.
They won't reach up into heaven...
Heaven...
Heaven..."

Selasa, 17 November 2009

hello and good bye

hello and good bye
things get better i can balanced almost everything
i hope i can keep it that way for a long time.
cause i know what i really want
but still dont know what i really need
and not trying to find it!
just living my life the way it is
i dont think about too many stupid stuff.
act like i like it
and act like im in love with it
at the end that acting turn into reality
that's mean im not acting
im really love it
and i like to be that
so right now...
im happy and that's all that meter
xoxo


Jumat, 13 November 2009

2012

2012 end for the world?
do you believe it?
well im not!
i have Allah to control every thing!
if Allah want to be happen then it will be happen!
as human we can only pray for his forgiveness and pray for pahala
so....
prepare well for the Domesday
its your choice
you want to
believe it or not

interview betwen me and me part 3 (my life goal)

Q:hey how do fell right now?
A:
happy!!!:) and inspired!
Q:why?
A:
funny to say,but my teacher say that we have to start making our life map/life goal map thingy!
cause BJ.Habibie make life map so detail-y and he got everything he wish for! its very2 inspiring for me!hehe so i like to make one to for my self!
Q: really?well tell us!
A:
first i want to Finnish my school thingy,then i want to go to collage and i will take one that include writing or novelist thingy!hehe im gonna Finish it!and at age 25 i want to get married!have kids at 26/27 and i want to have 2 kids!twins girl!or one boy and one girl!hehe im gonna work as novelist or writing editor or fashion editor at any magazine or someone famous!!!hehe i really want to be notice for my talent!my own talent!A TALENT!not thing that everyone else can do!i want to be diffrent!!!!i want to inspire other people by what im doing!!!!hehe!
then....
i want to have a very happy family,have a great and cute husband!hosh2! close with my kids and im not wishing for money problem or bla2 problem!hehehe!
and i really2 dont want to be somebody who work in the office!work 12 hour a day to get paid about 5 milion rupiah!NO i dont want to be that!
Q: wow!what a plan!is that what you really wish for?
A:
yes!i really wish for that!i want to live like it!hehehe!hope its come true!wish me luck!
Q:good luck!if it does'nt happen!will you be sad!or it just..well..?
A:
people say chase your dream!so im gonna chase it!hehehe if i still cant catch it!well?it my faith to have it!hehe
Q:good luck on everything hun!
A:thanks! you too biyaaaaaaaaaaaaach!

Kamis, 12 November 2009

Beyonce Knowles Broken-hearted Girl lyrics

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like about you could've been
But still you lived inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I loved and not forgive
And though you've break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

deep song,great voice,deep lyric and great music!totally in love with this song at the time
xo

share it!with you!




all those pic i got from i can read

Selasa, 10 November 2009

interview betwen me and me part 2


Q:hey how are you?
A: normal
Q:why?
A:different people different mind and different way to think
Q:huh?
A:im just saying!and that's the truth!you can not make anyone think the same as you!right?
Q:yep,are you ok?tell me about today how is it?
A:well im not ok,right now im freakin hungry!my bff turn into a stranger,she thinks thaat im not funny enough!well take me as it is if you want!then my bff tell me the truth behind the bitch!snd tonight gonna be ok!the 2 final episode of the biggest loser! :)
Q:ah ok!your fav questions,are you happy right now?
A:im alright!but im back where i come from!after hiking a high mountain!then slowly back to the ground!it fells weird!i kinda hate it!:(
Q:huh?
A:you know!after being on the top for pretty long,i go back to the bottom slowly but sure!one bitch came in town!to replace me!like i said!"she's way better than me!" i never fell good about thing!i always think that somebody else is better than me!and no one really want me! so im Irreplaceable get it?
Q:what are you doing right now?
A:typing thing,twittering,listening to michael jackson smile,thinking and breathing!soon i'll be eating thing :)
Q:tomorrow gonna be....
A:good/bad,nice or worst! i dont know!and i dont really want to know!but sure im gonna try to make it great like i use to!and i think i will succeed or failed!i still dont know!
Q:ok nice to talk with you
A: ok!

SMILE :)

Michael Jackson
Smile
Chorus:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life's still worth while if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you'll just...

Chorus

If you just smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you'll just smile
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you'll just smile.

Sabtu, 07 November 2009

..........



yesterday,today and tomorrow

almost every day i keep asking my self"do i fell happy today?and if a yes i ask why?and if it a no i ask why?.why of why....seems everyday fell the same!nothing too special nothing too shocking!
everything just the same!and being the same could be good and bad!and i think its bad/good or normal!"if you wanna be starting something you got to be starting something" get it?try to get it!haha!life's get boring!how to make it not?i really try to figure it!
thats my lil word to share...
xoxo

Rabu, 04 November 2009

this is it song and lyric


michael jackson
this is it

This is it, here I stand
I’m the light of the world, I feel grand
Got this love I can feel
And I know yes for sure it is real

And it feels as though I’ve seen your face a thousand times
And you said you really know me too yourself
And I know that you have got addicted with your eyes [?]
But you say you gonna live it for yourself

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thught that I would be your lover
C’mon baby, just understand

This is it, I can say,
I’m the light of the world, run away
We can feel, this is real
Every time I’m in love that I feel

And I feel as though I’ve known you since 1,000 years
And you tell me that you’ve seen my face before.
And you said to me you don’t wnat me hanging round
Many times, wanna do it here before

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thught that I would be your lover
C’mon baby, just understand

This is it, I can feel
I’m the light of the world, this is real
Feel my song, we can say
And I tell you I feel that way

And I feel as though I’ve known you for a thousand years
And you said you want some of this yourself
And you said won’t you go with me, on a while
And I know that it’s really cool myself

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thught that I would be your lover
C’mon baby, just understand

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thught that I would be your lover
C’mon baby, just understand
enjoy
xoxo

oh boy

boy why are you so cute?
you're cute cause i love you?
or you're cute cause you're cute?
i never get it
the way you make me fell...
you always makes me wonder
you can break my heart in just a moment
but you can make me fly,by just smiling to me
i dont want to fall in love with you again NEVER ever!
but the way you saw me and talk to me,it just melt me!
so i love you but really want to hate you
xoxo

Minggu, 01 November 2009

michael jackson quotes part 2

"remember do it with love"-michael jackson

"this is all for love"-michael jackson

"I'm happy to be alive, I'm happy to be who I am"-michael jackson

"I'm never pleased with anything, I'm a perfectionist, it's part of who I am"-michael jackson

"It's a complete lie, why do people buy these papers? It's not the truth I'm here to say. You know, don't judge a person, do not pass judgement, unless you have talked to them one on one. I don't care what the story is, do not judge them because it is a lie"-michael jackson

"Let us dream of tomorrow where we can truly love from the soul, and know love as the ultimate truth at the heart of all creation."-michael jackson

"Yeah, Wacko Jacko, where did that come from? Some English tabloid. I have a heart and I have feelings. I feel that when you do that to me. It's not nice"-michael jackson
many words still to come xo

THIS IS IT

like i said,i want to watch it and i must watch it!!and i did watch it! it was an AMAZING! movie!!!
no bad part,no boring part just a wonderful,peace,sad and amazing part hehe
the movie was about him rehearsal for the this is it concert!i must say...
that he is nice,smart,gracious and childish person!hhoho!!
the way he dance,sing and direct something it just so....AMAZING!he's so original!he is the true king of pop!last word,HE IS AMAZING,THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING,HIS SONG IS AMAZING,THE WAY HE DANCE IT JUST SO...AMAZING!ALL ABOUT HIM IS AMAZING!
xox