nothing im just bored like hell

1.I hate math
2.I love good charlotte
3.I love Michael Jackson
4.I hate “batak” accent
5.I hate high society people,I think they are so all over their self
6.I love my mom
7.I love cooking
8.my favorite subject on school is language thingy and biology
9.I cant play instrument
10.I hate sport,I rather go to gym
11.I looooooooove pizza
12.I love junk food
13.Im a coca cola person not pepsi
14.I love chocolate
15.I find it hard to joke around In front of new people
16.I hate stupid low joke,trash joke and lame joke I just hate it
17.I find my self as a leader I love lead things up and control thing
18.I hate when my life is all mess up
19.Im a jokey person but I can only be funny in front of people who know me best
20.I don’t trust many people,I just trust my mom and my self
21.twitter is my addiction !
22.no day without twitting for me
23.dirty messy girl is me
24.I love magazine more than comic
25.I hate animated cartoon
26.sushi is raw and disgusting
27.baby food is healthy and yummy
28.math is a curse
29.oprah is an angel
30.peace is the key of all thing
31.allah is my god
32.I think fairy do exist
33.I make a wish at this time :19.19,13.13,16.16 dst
34.I do love singing
35.im a tomboy soon to be girlie
36.I think mj was god like but well???...
37.I think joel madden is the coolest boy from a band ever!!
38.Harlow madden is my imagination sister
39.I love Hollywood
40.I love Nicole rihie
41.my style is boho chic hehe
42.I love green thing
43.I love eating,but I never get too fat
44.im tall, white skin and big forehead :D!
45.I wear glasses
46.I walk with my head down
47.I love love
48.I love fashion
49.I love cahnel
50.I loooooooooooooooove my family and friend

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via icanraead

little girl playlist

lionel richie- all night long
pussy cat dolls-stick with you
fergie- big girl dont cry
secondhand serenade- vulnerable
beyonce- crazy in love
michael jackson- is it scary
HSM cast- we all in here together
troy and gabriela- breaking free
good charlotte- we believe
simple plan - welcome to my world
linkin park - numb
lion king ost -akunamatata
rihanna - unfaithful
and many more but i forget it hehe
xoxox

just a link

mj 1
mj 2
mj 3
mj 4
mj 5
mj 6
mj 7
enjoooooooooooooooooooooy
and happy idul adha!!!

lyric

Leona Lewis
Happy
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything

Don't you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
'cause love won't set you free

I can't stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what it I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge,
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I just trying to be happy
I just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
just can't let go
just trying to play my role
slowly disappear

But all these days
They feel like they're the same
Just different faces
different place
Get me out of here

I can't stand by the side
Ooh, no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
my feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy

Oh, happy
Oh

So any turns that I cant see
I'll count a stranger on this road
But dont say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge?
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy
Happy
I just wanna be
Oh
I just wanna be
Happy
enjoy
xoxo

old film save me!!!

please put that 3 tv show on the tv again!i miss it like hell!!
love all of them so much!specially lizzie mcguire!
hehe and unfabulous!

$h!t

what ever the shit is
nothing can breaks me down
i will still be here and not dead
i will get what i want and what i deserve to have
no one will ever stop me!
im doing it for me!not anybody else!
so bring up the shit!
i will still be here anyway!

up,down,top,bottom

up down top bottom
yes you know it!
i've been in the top for not too long
i've been there once in a time but not all the time
bottom?
i've been there so many time
is that a good thing?
i think so...
cause when im at the top well???
things get so well im lost it
when im at the bottom
thing get up,and down and up and down again and again!
by feel that i learn thing!
same when you're at the top, but what you learning is much better when you're at the bottom
you will know how to be at the top and know how to keep it at the top,and and you will know how it feels when you're at the bottom so
you learn a lot and being at the top is good but you know you have to face it when you're in the bottom.
how do you get to the top?
by learning when you're in the bottom
get it?
you have to be at the bottom to get up!
you can not be just at the top!
which one is more painful?
when you're at the top and drop dead go to bottom?
or you're at the bottom slowly going to the up way?:)
hehe make sense?
naaaaaaaaaaaaah
but this is my story...
i try hard to go up
i did go up or higher from where i came from
that's up?yes
then i drop dead go to bottom again
not because i can't keep it
it just that i think being at the bottom feel better
everything look different!
when you're at the top thing look good but you can not look them closely
well bottom?
thing looks so close and different!
hehehe
this thing make no more sense huh?
well sorry!
hehe i just want to say this last word
"im at the bottom and yes i've to the top too but life its more easier when im at the bottom nothing to fake about and lie about "
(i mean look at those mentri?lying about things and faking stuff up what an asshole)

P.S i have no rule in,on,at wtf?im not good at it hehe

december wish list

falling in love with other guy :) i've been in love with the same guy over the past 6 month
so looking forward to see another good guy to be in love with!hehe

have a great new year party!

got an A+ on every test!!!

Good Charlotte Say Anything

Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silence is on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now) all I feel (all I feel)
is the pain of the fighting starting up again

All the things you talk about you know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about they'll bring us through it every time
after time, after time

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes, best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through

So here we are again
Same old arguement
Now I'm wondering if things'll ever change you
When will you laugh again, laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise til 3:00 A.M.
When the neighbors would complain

All the things you talk about you know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about will bring us through it every time,
after time, after time

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

I'm fallin, I'm fallin, I'm fallin down
I'm fallin, I'm fallin, I'm fallin down
Down...down...down

Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

(Please don't leave)
Don't say a word, I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign, say anything, say anything
(Please don't leave)
Please don't walk away, I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign, say anything, say anything

Good Charlotte deep lyric

Good Charlotte

In This World

In This World (Murder) lyrics
"In this world all our sins are simple,
we choose death over innocent life.
And in this world it's not our money that's evil
it's the ones who choose it over life.

And in my heart I can not believe in this murder
and I will not be fed by the lies.
Our life that is created just to be murdered.
It's murder.

No matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry.
They can't...
Buy their way into heaven.
No matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder.
They won't reach up into heaven.

And they can't see, the innocent lives...
The pointless suffering.
And in my heart I wanna undo all this murder
and give back the innocent life,
open cages and stop their luxirous murder.
It's murder.

No matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry.
They can't...
Buy their way into heaven.
No matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder.
They won't reach up into heaven.

Oh innocent lives...
Innocent oh...
What have we done?

No matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry.
They can't...
Buy their way into heaven.
No matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder.
They won't reach up into heaven.

No matter how hard they try
and no matter how loud they cry.
They can't...
Buy their way into heaven.
No matter how hard they try
and no matter how high they climb
up the ladder.
They won't reach up into heaven...
Heaven...
Heaven..."

hello and good bye

hello and good bye
things get better i can balanced almost everything
i hope i can keep it that way for a long time.
cause i know what i really want
but still dont know what i really need
and not trying to find it!
just living my life the way it is
i dont think about too many stupid stuff.
act like i like it
and act like im in love with it
at the end that acting turn into reality
that's mean im not acting
im really love it
and i like to be that
so right now...
im happy and that's all that meter
xoxo

2012

2012 end for the world?
do you believe it?
well im not!
i have Allah to control every thing!
if Allah want to be happen then it will be happen!
as human we can only pray for his forgiveness and pray for pahala
so....
prepare well for the Domesday
its your choice you want to
believe it or not

interview betwen me and me part 3 (my life goal)

Q:hey how do fell right now?
A:happy!!!:) and inspired!

Q:why?
A: funny to say,but my teacher say that we have to start making our life map/life goal map thingy!
cause BJ.Habibie make life map so detail-y and he got everything he wish for! its very2 inspiring for me!hehe so i like to make one to for my self!
Q: really?well tell us!
A: first i want to Finnish my school thingy,then i want to go to collage and i will take one that include writing or novelist thingy!hehe im gonna Finish it!and at age 25 i want to get married!have kids at 26/27 and i want to have 2 kids!twins girl!or one boy and one girl!hehe im gonna work as novelist or writing editor or fashion editor at any magazine or someone famous!!!hehe i really want to be notice for my talent!my own talent!A TALENT!not thing that everyone else can do!i want to be diffrent!!!!i want to inspire other people by what im doing!!!!hehe!
then....
i want to have a very happy family,have a great and cute husband!hosh2! close with my kids and im not wishing for money problem or bla2 problem!hehehe!
and i really2 dont want to be somebody who work in the office!work 12 hour a day to get paid about 5 milion rupiah!NO i dont want to be that!
Q: wow!what a plan!is that what you really wish for?
A: yes!i really wish for that!i want to live like it!hehehe!hope its come true!wish me luck!
Q:good luck!if it does'nt happen!will you be sad!or it just..well..?
A: people say chase your dream!so im gonna chase it!hehehe if i still cant catch it!well?it my faith to have it!hehe
Q:good luck on everything hun!
A:thanks! you too biyaaaaaaaaaaaaach!

Beyonce Knowles Broken-hearted Girl lyrics

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like about you could've been
But still you lived inside of me
So tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I loved and not forgive
And though you've break my heart
You're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel your not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
I ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh...

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

deep song,great voice,deep lyric and great music!totally in love with this song at the time
xo

share it!with you!

all those pic i got from i can read

interview betwen me and me part 2

Q:hey how are you?
A: normal
Q:why?
A:different people different mind and different way to think
Q:huh?
A:im just saying!and that's the truth!you can not make anyone think the same as you!right?
Q:yep,are you ok?tell me about today how is it?
A:well im not ok,right now im freakin hungry!my bff turn into a stranger,she thinks thaat im not funny enough!well take me as it is if you want!then my bff tell me the truth behind the bitch!snd tonight gonna be ok!the 2 final episode of the biggest loser! :)
Q:ah ok!your fav questions,are you happy right now?
A:im alright!but im back where i come from!after hiking a high mountain!then slowly back to the ground!it fells weird!i kinda hate it!:(
Q:huh?
A:you know!after being on the top for pretty long,i go back to the bottom slowly but sure!one bitch came in town!to replace me!like i said!"she's way better than me!" i never fell good about thing!i always think that somebody else is better than me!and no one really want me! so im Irreplaceable get it?
Q:what are you doing right now?
A:typing thing,twittering,listening to michael jackson smile,thinking and breathing!soon i'll be eating thing :)
Q:tomorrow gonna be....
A:good/bad,nice or worst! i dont know!and i dont really want to know!but sure im gonna try to make it great like i use to!and i think i will succeed or failed!i still dont know!
Q:ok nice to talk with you
A: ok!

SMILE :)

Michael Jackson
Smile

Chorus:
Smile though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life's still worth while if you'll just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you'll just...

Chorus

If you just smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you'll just smile
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worth while
If you'll just smile.

..........

yesterday,today and tomorrow

almost every day i keep asking my self"do i fell happy today?and if a yes i ask why?and if it a no i ask why?.why of why....seems everyday fell the same!nothing too special nothing too shocking!
everything just the same!and being the same could be good and bad!and i think its bad/good or normal!"if you wanna be starting something you got to be starting something" get it?try to get it!haha!life's get boring!how to make it not?i really try to figure it!
thats my lil word to share...
xoxo

this is it song and lyric

michael jackson
this is it

This is it, here I stand
I’m the light of the world, I feel grand
Got this love I can feel
And I know yes for sure it is real

And it feels as though I’ve seen your face a thousand times
And you said you really know me too yourself
And I know that you have got addicted with your eyes [?]
But you say you gonna live it for yourself

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thught that I would be your lover
C’mon baby, just understand

This is it, I can say,
I’m the light of the world, run away
We can feel, this is real
Every time I’m in love that I feel

And I feel as though I’ve known you since 1,000 years
And you tell me that you’ve seen my face before.
And you said to me you don’t wnat me hanging round
Many times, wanna do it here before

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thught that I would be your lover
C’mon baby, just understand

This is it, I can feel
I’m the light of the world, this is real
Feel my song, we can say
And I tell you I feel that way

And I feel as though I’ve known you for a thousand years
And you said you want some of this yourself
And you said won’t you go with me, on a while
And I know that it’s really cool myself

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thught that I would be your lover
C’mon baby, just understand

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thught that I would be your lover
C’mon baby, just understand
enjoy
xoxo

oh boy

boy why are you so cute?
you're cute cause i love you?
or you're cute cause you're cute?
i never get it
the way you make me fell...
you always makes me wonder
you can break my heart in just a moment
but you can make me fly,by just smiling to me
i dont want to fall in love with you again NEVER ever!
but the way you saw me and talk to me,it just melt me!
so i love you but really want to hate you
xoxo

michael jackson quotes part 2

"remember do it with love"-michael jackson

"this is all for love"-michael jackson

"I'm happy to be alive, I'm happy to be who I am"-michael jackson

"I'm never pleased with anything, I'm a perfectionist, it's part of who I am"-michael jackson

"It's a complete lie, why do people buy these papers? It's not the truth I'm here to say. You know, don't judge a person, do not pass judgement, unless you have talked to them one on one. I don't care what the story is, do not judge them because it is a lie"-michael jackson

"Let us dream of tomorrow where we can truly love from the soul, and know love as the ultimate truth at the heart of all creation."-michael jackson

"Yeah, Wacko Jacko, where did that come from? Some English tabloid. I have a heart and I have feelings. I feel that when you do that to me. It's not nice"-michael jackson
many words still to come xo

THIS IS IT

like i said,i want to watch it and i must watch it!!and i did watch it! it was an AMAZING! movie!!!
no bad part,no boring part just a wonderful,peace,sad and amazing part hehe
the movie was about him rehearsal for the this is it concert!i must say...
that he is nice,smart,gracious and childish person!hhoho!!
the way he dance,sing and direct something it just so....AMAZING!he's so original!he is the true king of pop!last word,HE IS AMAZING,THE MOVIE WAS AMAZING,HIS SONG IS AMAZING,THE WAY HE DANCE IT JUST SO...AMAZING!ALL ABOUT HIM IS AMAZING!
xox

.....

you know what best for you RIGHT?
if you do,do the best for you!
dont act like an idiot!!!

promise

i promise to be happy

to smile and dont cry!:-)

im happy

sometime you have to let it go
fly away
dont think much about thing
and just enjoy every single thing!
life is great!
why do i say that?
i change every since i read this quotes
get it?
and quotes like this
"if you happy keep doing what you do
if you're not happy change something"
make's me wonder...
im happy right now!because i dont think much!
so i keep doing that!haha
be a water!the keep going and going!never stop!get it?
so now i'm just happy!doing great at almost everything!
have a lil problem with my grade and my old friend but some way it
will be better!haha
xoxo

new moon

gonna admit that at first i dont like twilight that much cause im not interested to watch the movie!
but now...after i see a lot of footage and photo from the new moon movie!i'm quite interested!so...
I LIKE IT!and im in jacob team!or...i love taylor lautner!
enjoy!BTW CLICK HERE FOR A HOT PIC OF TAYLOR LAUNER

twilight(taylor lautner)

is he hot or super hot?:-)

twilight cute family pic

ah... love them!

aren't they cute?

although this is much cuter just click

peace and love

love is everything, without it i cant survive a life

without love my life will be plain cause i dont love somebody or i'm not being loved by somebody
being in love with somebody make me happy and have cheer up line,and being loved make me fell save and warm.but...
when my love to somebody and that somebody dont love me back,its hurtful!
what can i do about that?NOTHING! love is a wonderful felling from us!animals,human and even plants! but...
hate is a felling that we make our self!by saying "i hate her/him/it" its gonna make a thousand more hate to come.!by saying it,make us more hate about what we hate!so,make a peace to everything!there's a word "if you dont like it change it,if you cant change it change you attitude"

so?do it!you and i will be a better person without a hate felling!trust me!
start by today!make peace with everyone smile to them and say i love you to the person you love!i bet you never say that to your mom eye to eye huh?hehe
xoxo lala

word!!

hell or heaven peace or war
best or worst good or bad
nice or mean lie or truth
love or hate cry or smile
successful or failure
its your choice
its all up to you
and you know what best for you
right?

cute

too cute for words!i love this pic so much!,why? even know they are wild animals who can eat us but somehow they are so cute and loving!

secret

just borrow this book from mom and start reading it!and you know what?i loveeeeeeee it!!!!best and meaningful book i've ever read!you must read it!
here's some of great words from that book:

"Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming attractions" - Albert Einstein

"Whether you think you can or think you can't, either way you are right" - Henry Ford

"You can start with nothing. And out of nothing, and out of no way, a way will be made" - Michael Beckwith

"I believe that you're great, that there's something magnificent about you. Regardless of what has happened to you in your life, regardless of how young or how old you think you might be, the moment you begin to think properly, this something that is within you, this power within you that's greater than the world, it will begin to emerge. It will take over your life. It will feed you, it will clothe you, it will guide you, protect you, direct you, sustain your very existence. If you let it! Now that is what I know, for sure" - Michael Beckwith

"Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase. Just take the first step." - Dr Martin Luther King Jr

"What you think and what you feel and what you manifest is always a match. Every single time. No exception" - Esther Hicks - Abraham

"You can have, do or be anything you want." - Joe Vitale

"You can begin to shape your own destiny by the attitude that you keep." - Michael Beckwith

"Our feelings are a feedback mechanism to us about whether we're on track or not, whether we're on course or off course. See it's the feeling that really creates the attraction not just the picture or the thought" - Jack Canfield

"We are unlimited beings. We have no ceiling. The capabilities and the talents and the gifts and the power that is within every single individual that is on this planet, is unlimited" - Michael Beckwith

"We are unlimited beings. We have no ceiling. The capabilities and the talents and the gifts and the power that is within every single individual that is on this planet, is unlimited" - Michael Beckwith

and much2 more!

word of the week

i always think that other people is better than me
so that's why i never fell confident!
cause im afraid of failure and embarrassment!
but cause i always think that!i always try to look and do my best!
but somehow that's also make think that
they are much better people than me!
so why you pick me?pick them!
and that's make me always give up before i try!
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you have to love your self before you love somebody else and cause i love my self i letting other people to love me
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i'm too busy doing nothing and that nothing is a proses of learning and thinking!and from that thinking i know what i do is wrong!
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smile and smile!hide your pain inside and cry it
out loud at night!that's what i always do

this is a amazing week for me!but yet that's
what cross my min right at this moment lol

cool stuff

very2 cool right??i wish i could have all of that!!but....ITS TOO EXPENSIVE

interview betwen me and me

hey...
hey :D

how are you?
bad and good
why?
things really make me sick but some how with that things happen it make me smile too

wow..! things that you always keep in your mind?
brother sucks,fashion rocks,music heaven,money big object,happiness is a breakfast,math sucks,big fan is normal haha

ok,goal in your life?
to be happy with my self and to be proud of my self!

em...you dont want to make your parent happy and proud?
i always trying to do that,but its seems that its not working,so i tired of it!make my self hppy first then parent!

so you give up?
i never really give up until i cry my ass of at night and cant sleep that's what i called a give up!
i never give up to make them happy!it just i stop trying!is that same like giving up?haha

how many time you cry at night in a month?
idk!but i'm sure its much!!cause at night i fell free!and when i cry i learn and learn!!so its not too bad!

why are you crying at night?
cause i'm sad or something really stupid hit me at that day!i cry over stupid thing!

how is today?
bitter sweet!haha

do you cry last night?
yep

why?
grandma problem

ok last. quote you love
"of the person hate you love them back"
there more actually but nah...hehe

so i made this for fun or sad just enjoy it!!hehe

they are hooooooooooooooooooot!

Benji madden!!he's a rock star!!and i love him!

joel madden!!love love love!!!!

lucas till!!cute face!!!love it!!

paul digiovanni !!!heh he's hooooooot!!

martin johnson!! hot!!

i love a guy from a band!!haha a kinda rock star guy!!!hehe

but lucas till is hot!!!
even know he have that cute baby face thingy but love it!!!

holiday movie marathon !!

hola!!!heh..been watching a lot movie this last 5 day!!and my favorite movie is superhero movie!!!funny stupid and fun movie to watch!!and i love good luck chuck!!!
maybe the next 3 day i will watch....?idk!!and bye...

miss me???

well i do miss my blog!!!hahah!!bussy week!!not as hell
as i thought!! but yeah!!
like you all know sunday was
"lebaran" day!!so for that i say sorry for everything!
ahah!!and yep i've been doing a lot of thing like going out,shopping,eating,celebrating,laughing, and
many2 more!!!if you want to know
just check out my twitter page !!
haha(ga penting)and yep more update to come so do wait!!bye...

he's not one of those stupid teenage band or singer that sing stupid love song like an idiot!or song that does'nt mean anything!he sing meaning full song and song that he write about life,love and his self!with deep lyric like chilhood,will you be there and earth song!its not about breakup or what ever!its just better and best song than any of those song that on the market now!!like new comer!!argh!!! !!!and that's why i love him!!its never too late to love something you know!!!

the sims 2!!!!!!!!

in love in love in love!!!muach!!!!!!!!

3 most inspire people for me

michael jackson,greatest entertainer,king of pop,great dancer

amazing personality and many more word to discribe him!he's just

AMAZING!

oprah winfrey,need say more?

she is an amazine show host,generous person and her work

charity is amazing!!how could you hate her?

she alson one of the richest celebrity!

coco chanel i love her!big fashion icon!she's just

great!her fashion sense is great!

and chanel is a big label in fashion too you know?

Michael jackson

why he's so inspire me?cause he love music and he can get enough of it!

he's a childish person cause he he lost his chilhood,and i love that fact about him

he love kids,he blessed with his life and he's a great musician,dancer and many more

the most thing i love about him is that HE'S a nice person!he full with forgiveness!and i really2 like that and i try to be that!

(more information about michael jackson click here)

Oprah winfrey

she a great host!and when i grow up i want to be a host!so learn from her!all of her interview is great!and one of my favorite interview is when she interview michael jackson (hehe). and i never miss an episode of oprah winfrey since 2008!i love to watch it!she done a lot charity!and she make a school in africa for girl only,wich i think its really cool of her to make it!cause she black american people(?). she help people a lot!she have a show called oprah big give!its a really cool show you know?and....she just AMAZING!

(more information about oprah click here)

Coco chanel

i dont know much about her,but i think she amzing cause she make one of the bigest fashio label in the world and one of the expensive one!haha one clasic chanel bag can cost you about 2000 dolar!HA!her style is great!i just think cause i love fashion so much that why a lot fashion desainer is inspire me!and my favorite is coco chanel!

(more information about coco chanel click here)

dad....

dear dad.....
i love you,but i dont think you love me as much as i do...
i care about about you,but why you never give me attention?
i care about the whole thing that happen to you and our family but i never want to show it to you..
i dont want to show it cause i'm afraid,how could a girl like think about so many stuff like that?
will you ever understand all the sing i give to you?the sing that i need your love,i need you smile and hear you lough!its been long since the last time you hug me!its been long since the last time you said i love you to me.and its been long since you smiled at me!
dad.....
why?
why?you've been hiding all your pain inside that big body of yours
why dont you share it with me?
remember when we use to be so close?
do you remember that?its all gone since fadhlan born right?
do you mad at me cause i hate him so much?
dont blame it to me,i cant hold it!
i wonder do you ever fell proud of me?
cause i never fell or see on your face that you're proud of me!
i wonder do you still love me or not?
cause i dont fell your love at all!all you give me is distention and magazine
will you be there for me when i need you?
i think you are but i dont know why you did that!its biological thingy
why are you ignorance?
i know you tired from work and blablabla!!!!but at least you give us a time to family again!
not just a 5 people in a house and 4 of them get along and you just sitting there thinking or having ugly face !
dad....
be relax and forget about everything for just a day or a hour?
please.....
(bye i write this when i hate my dad more than i hate my shit)

friends

here's some of my friend biography

FIRA
she's a tomboy i think,she smart at math and all the counting stuff.she love band called click5 and she falling in love with the band vocalist named kyle patrick.and love a guy with a emo hair or band boy(wtf?sud gw anak band)and she's nice!!!long time ago me and her love to see s** video but not now kita udah tobat!!!her taste for music is same like me.she's a photo genic!all her photo is cool!!!she have a alter ego named RAFI.and maybe that's it?

ICA
she's also a tomboy!she a smart girl(tp nyontek)she's a liar!she lie a lot!she can get anything she want by lying!she can make a cool story by lying and she a poser for alex evans and zoe kimbal
the one topic she talk to when we're chating with her is EMO!and she use to be high school musical fan and ashley tisdale fan!but now she's not she change into emo lover and lesbian HA!dia males beribadah!kalo di suruh solat pasti alasanya males!ato ga MENS!she a funny girl!she dont have that much friend she have more friend with bule or the person she chat to in her blackberry! dia ga bisa lepas dr blacberry ato internet!maybe that's it?

PAMELA
she my new best buddy!she a nice girl!her voice is big!she's a big girl!but i like her a lot!she smart at math!but not good at english!she have a lot of friend!she nice to hang with!she not a boring person she can make me laugh in 5 munite!!she nice to share a story with!she a on and of realtionship with ame!she's a silly willy girl!she a ga nyatai person!and maybe that's it?

NABILA
my old friend from elementry school!i miss her a lot!she's my bestfriend and she a nice,smart,funny girl

RIDA
two word for her funny and silly!ans she also nice and smart!

NISA
a japanies girl!she love anime and she love drawing!funny and a lot like me

VANYA
she the person i want to talk to when i have a boy problem!she funny nice and very smart!

INDIRA
she a silly girl,sometime she get a lil crazy like an idiot but i like it!
i have more friend but to lazy to type!bye... :)

things to do at holiday...

hola!!!holiday is coming!!!!that's mean no mudik or going anywhere for me cause y parent busy at work and no one drive to any place!so i want to make it fun for my self!by felling un boring relax my self and do thing i always want to!here some of the stuff or project i want to do
for my room
-make a board full of ispiration and cool photo haha(mading)
-clean my room!(if i really in the mood)
-coret2 tembok gw biar rada gmn gt!
for my magazine
-di susun yg rapih!
-buat rak pake apa kek
-cari tempat yg baru buat my beloved magazine
-clean it,di sambungin lagi
for my self
-loooong shower time
-luluran pake milk soap!
-buat tato liburan
-ngasih cat kuku di kuku gw.collor=black baby!
for the reast of the day
-watch tv or movie
-read all of my magazine and di rangku tulis di blog(if im in the mood)
-telfon mella berjam2 or ica
-browsing cool site
-bangun sian
-tidur malem
-play the sim2 of course!
-play with my lil bro
-read my mom novel
and many2 more! so blog you latter in 2 weeks of holiday!
ps my lil bro nanny will go to her kampung for the whole week so i think that week gonna be a hell week for me HA!

4 top michael jackson music at my childhood

enjoy!i love 4 of that music i remember when i was a kid i have a walkman full of michael jackson song, out 20 song i only 4 of it so i listen to it all the time ahhaha and i repeat it again and again!ahah so there you go!

long week and gonna be long holiday

(me going "lebay" at the beach)

hello there people!so sorry that i'm not blogging for almost a week!

hehe gw rada sibuk gimana gt!
ok2 enough of stupid chit-chat
so...i 've celebrate my lil bro birthday at sunday he's turning 4 this year and at tuesday to Thursday I've been going "pesantren kilat" so here's the story
pesantren kilat
hari selasa gw dan seluruh smp hi pergi ke anyer untuk ikut sanlat yuhuuuuu
di sana tempatnya bagus dll dan seru sgt!!!haha is like sleep over with 23 girls haha
rida,alya,pamela,muti,caty dll kocak n seru abis di kamar!bagian y paling seru selama sanlat adalah pas kita semua ke pantai dan foto2 di sana ahaha main2 di pingir pantai ber ombak2 ria
dan buka puasa bersama gw sgt mera kebersamaan!!ahaha
dan renungan malam!!!argh!!!gw takut setengah mampus nontonin video2 aneh!!sakaratul maut dll!!!gw nangis kyak orgil di situ!! there's a lil bit drama goin here and thre while i'm in sanlat but i really dont want to care or think about it! em i really not in mood for writing anything so bye talk or blog you soon!
ps my home town is here in jakarta so i'm not going to mudik haha

in love with this peromance

thank you mom

i write this thing for my mom
the reason why i write this thing cause right at this moment
i fell so thankful for her and i also fell sensitive about every single thing
so here's it goes

dear mom...
i made this for you
i hope you like it
for me you're everything for me
you're the number one person that know me more than anyone
you're the first person i want to see when i cry or fell down
you're the first person i want to talk to when i learn something new
i never want to see you cry
i never want to make you cry
i dont want to see you sad
and i love you mom
..........mom........
thank you for giving birth of me
thank you for carrying me for 9 month
thank you for holding your pain when you giving birth of me
thank you for changing my dirty diaper without fell ell
thank you for not mad me when i wake up in the middle of a night
thank you for making me smile when i cry
thank you for teaching me how to walk
thank you for teach me so many things
thank you for cooking me healthy food
thank you for always try to give me what i want
thank you for loving me with pure love from you
thank you for always giving me a warm hug from you a hug that means everything for me
thank you for giving me a soft word when i fell down
thank you for cheering me up
thank you for give me direction when i lost
thank you for love me and thank you for everthing you did to me
all those thing i cant name one by one
and for that i want to say
i love you so much i will always do and i'm sorry for everything i did wrong to you
i love you mom
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favorite tv show ever!

the biggest loser, i love that show so much!!!its fun to watch all those fat people kicking their ass of to lose a weight!and their drama and all that stuff it just fun to watch,i just love reality show so much!and the biggest loser its about 14 fat contestant going to a ranch where they gonna spent for a while until an elimination.at the ranch the must work out hard with their trainer to lose a weight!and they have a red and blue team.the team is really important to them cause..idk!haha you just have to watch it!.for me i love the session 2 where man vs woman!and i love seeing their trainers!they are hot!!!haha especially bob!haha!!!!!!!!he's a positive guy a kinda guy that i will love to date someday!(kidding) and julian she's a hot bad ass!a type of woman i will love to be my sister!if you want to watch the show make sure to tune in on halmark at 1pm or 5.30 pm(if you live in jakarta)

(the hot trainers)